Through rose-tinted glasses,
Have I ever seen the world,
Through golden sheen,
that mist the eyes,
And cloud the truth of vision;
Rose-tinted glasses,
A thousand times shattered,
By those jolts of reality;
Yet how quickly they mend,
And heal the pain of knowing.
And this is how I loved-
Trusting pleasing illusions,
Which were my wishful creations,
Until they crashed to the dust,
And left me a void of nothingness;
So I loved because of the beauty I saw,
The virtue and goodness,
With which I draped their hearts,
And I loved because I was loved,
For I wanted my love to be returned;
But this is the way of the child,
And age was quick and ruthless,
In rocking the boat,
That floated on dreams,
Of what I thought men to be;
For I found that what I loved,
Was a fairytale, unreal,
And the hearts of men were evil;
Devotion is met with slander,
And they preyed upon innocence.
Here was a trial of the heart,
A test of faithfulness and truth-
Is love so fickle to quickly die,
When it is left unsatisfied?
No, it must endure or love is a lie!
Now my bright and rosy vision,
Was left transparent,
And the strength of my heart,
Was tested-
The depth of its rivers were measured.
Can I love when love is not returned,
When trust is betrayed,
And faith is hurt?
Love unfailing that asks nothing,
But is pure, for its sake only;
For love is not a feeling,
To be swayed and driven,
By the heart's changing directions;
But though fruitless, unrequited, betrayed,
Must go on, undaunted and brave.
And in God alone, I found this love,
For when he loved the souls of men,
And chose them as his own,
He knew that their weak and mortal love,
Could never equal his own;
We were unworthy and yet you loved,
Though you knew the deceit of our hearts,
Then teach us this love, so pure and divine-
As when you died to save the very souls,
Of the men who crucified you....
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